Broken heart

Broken heart
There are too many people that say they got your back and as soon as you turn around, you look back just to see them no more, then you start blaming yourself that you should have known from the start. Hey you, you have a lover that the only thing you get in common is that you have nothing in common, you gave your lover  your heart, and right in your presence she started dissecting it, like it's some kinda laboratory specimen, then you started looking for whom to blame, but yourself, for being a fool to have believed in fairy tale of love .
OK now you know what it means to be heart broken? You now know how it feels to give much and get nothing in return? You know what it feels like to give someone your all and never get a single piece of the person? Now that you know, hope you can relate it to how you broke God's heart countless number of times. Literally, if God has a visible heart, only you has pieced it to the smallest pebble. Remember how you promised God that you will change from your sinful life, kneeling down and crying to him anytime you sin again and again, you've told him you would change a million and one times and never did, I guess apologizes don't mean a thing if you don't ever fix it.
Someone broke your heart and you hate the world for it, so what do you expect God to do? All you gave her/him was you spent a few bucks and spared some of your time, now they broke your heart, all you wish is the ground to open and consume them. So what should God do? When he gave is only son to die for you, but yet you stuck to your sinful act. So what should he do? Answer me! So my question to you is whose heart is really broken? Think about that!!!